Kalau dah memang itu rezki aku tak ke mana...

i'm still remember that the statemant, that came out from mouth my lit sis the couple week's ago...i knew..if "that" is my rezki x ke mana kan....that is right...tapi kalau nak capai sesuatu x der jalan pintas selain berusaha..berusaha and berusaha...x der jalan pintas ke short cut ke haper ke..sbb semakin aku close with achievement ader jer problem came out from other side...arghhhh ...tension....actually i have no idea to wrote something in my entry .. i though im left my entry almost 1 or 2 month ago jugak lah...sbb everyday came with the same day...nothing interesting pun...so boringgggg....

Me..??? still seeking the right person [tetiba citer nie], that is same thing happen a few year ago...seeking..searching...n keep finding without feel boring...hahahahah
When i can meet someone yang betul2 aku suka..aku nie fussy ke..?? not at all...choosy ke..??? not at all gak...so what im looking for in my life..? i seeking the someone person yg can accept me as my self...i know its quiet hard to find it someone yang really accept u as your self..but i know i will meet it one day...when???? im also dont know.:(

Sometimes i'm try sit and start thinking, why until now..i still not meet someone yang really like me or i meet someone yang really2 i like it...mybe something goes wrong somewhere kot...i dont know..., i dont want to judge any people from the out side..never..who im i want to make some judgment for someone else...i know and im realise that i not perfect person...always make some silly mistake..n always make the same mistake n try to be perfect person,but its not going happen..cz no body is perfect in this world...never its happen....only GOD is perfect...

this entry quiet emotional lah plak.... (^_^).mybe this is one of the best "terapi" for my mind kot...